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Christian YouTube star CRIES while watching Ashley Madison Netflix docuseries about his own infidelity while in bed with his wife
A Christian YouTube star who was busted using affair website Ashley Madison fought back tears watching himself in the new Netflix docuseries while cuddled up in bed with his wife of 14 years.
Sam and Nia Rader, who both feature in the documentary, decided to film themselves watching the three-part documentary, which details how the controversial website was hacked in July 2015, leading to a list of famous clients being exposed for infidelity.
In a new YouTube video posted on May 19, Sam and Nia were seen cringing as they watched themselves back, and at one point, the dad claimed he had 'made himself cry' as they viewed a particularly emotional scene in which he talks about his wife having to forgive him for cheating.
'Yeah, I didn't realize that was coming! Oh my God!' Nia, 35, replied as she pulled him in for a hug and said: 'Come here, this is serious!' before leaning in to kiss him as they continued to tune in.
However, it clearly didn't get any easier as Sam, 38, appeared to be cringing as Nia pondered what it would be like to have watched it if they were no longer married.
Sam and Nia Rader, who star in the Netflix docuseries Ashley Madison: Sex, Lies & Scandal, decided to film themselves watching it
Once they finished tuning in, Nia admitted: 'Man, I don't feel much after that,' as Sam asked: 'You don't feel much?' to which she replied: 'I don't, I feel a little empty because we said so much.'
'There's so much more to what we learnt through all that,' Sam said, as Nia repeated him: 'So much more you guys,' as the couple discussed the editing of the docuseries.
'We had a process that we had to go through to get to the end of the story, which makes sense if they'd included all of it,' Sam explained.
'A lot of people are not even interested, but you'd think they would be more interested in a human story than a stupid hack... trying to figure out who did the hack.'
Nia replied: 'If they were gonna reveal who the hacker was, I could understand going through all that hack. They could have cut that hacker's info in half, honestly, all that they shared, because some of it was good but if they weren't gonna reveal the hacker, then why go through all that.'
Sam then admitted: 'As a Christian... I wouldn't tell anybody to watch this. And honestly, if I ever appear in front of anybody to speak about this, the first thing that would probably come out of my mouth is, "I'm sorry if our story led you to this documentary."'
However, Nia was keen to reassure her husband and told him: 'You did such a good job, I'm so proud of you. This didn't portray you terribly at all, I mean, yeah you made some mistakes - that's obvious from the title of the documentary.
'With that kind of content, it's sinful, evil, dark content, it's going to be hard to get something great out of it, if they are trying to get the story of Ashley Madison.'
Sam, who signed up to affair website Ashley Madison, became emotional as she watched himself back
In the three-part Netflix, Sam claims fatherhood was to blame for his sordid Ashley Madison affairs
'But this is going to be buried pretty fast,' Sam predicted, as Nia replied: 'I don't know,' as they referred to the unknown hacker yet again.
In the docuseries, Sam opens up about what led to him being unfaithful and admitted that the sudden 'responsibility' that came with welcoming his first child with Nia in their 20s made him 'long for passionate romance.'
In addition, he opened up about the harrowing moment that he was forced to come clean to his wife after a hacker released a massive list of Ashley Madison's members on the web.
Nia also appears in the documentary and detailed how she learned to forgive Sam despite him 'humiliating' her and making her feel like she 'wasn't enough for him.'
Ashley Madison: Sex, Lies & Scandal is available to stream on Netflix.